Job or a Baby (serpihan kegalauan pasca wisuda)

Hey...you...
I've finish my postgraduate...
So what can I do???

Finishing your second study means that you have got the key to open the next level of your job. Minimally you will be earn in a high rate of sallary.
This is because of the achievment of a deep lesson that you've got and the high level of your study is the prestige of your company that you applied in.

But Those are not valuable for me now, just for now..
Finishing my study in quick time enough and getting my master do not mean that I will get as many people think commonly.
Yes I know the reason, because of my position.
I'm not a girl not yet a woman, said Britney spears...#singing hhe..
I'm in a quarter decade of my age..
Who has already got married 2 years ago, should focuse on my family...
I should be serious being a mom...

Hey youuu find out a baby now... not a job!
Don't you remember because of your bussines, you have loose your pregnant... the baby in the future has gone... #tearing

Oke! Well..
Let it be, life should be has a priority
There will be any time where you will achive your ambition..
But family is no 1.

So... getting a new job is waiting list..
The first list is getting a baby...
Do'nt be Galau

Sekelumit do'a disaat azan tiba..

Keinginan yang melebihi
Diatas intensitasnya
Hingga mencapai taraf kebutuhan

Aku dan dia memang
Selayaknya mendambakan
Kehadiran buah hati ditengah-tengah kami..

Allah..tiada daya upaya kami
Melainkan atas kuasaMu,
Meski telah kau titipkan
2 bulan sekalipun
Kau ambil kembali..

Ku tahu kau masih mempersiapkan
Kesedian madrasahnya
Dia sempat hadir di tengah kesibukanku.
Dia sempat tak teracuhkan..
Dia pergi karena ibunya hanya peduli
Yang lain...

Ya Allah...
Ampuni hamba..
Takkan lagi ku abaikan titipanMu..

Ya Allah...
Alangkah kian tingginya dambaan ini..
Akan anugerahMu..

Meskipun.. Senja itu dtg
Tak berarti pagi takkan kembali...
Ketika roda kehidupan berputar
Tak berarti tempat tujuan tak sampai..
Meski hujan badai menerpa,
Tak berarti reda tak datang,
Tak berarti mentari kan menjelang,
Dan pelangi pun datang...
Sesungguhnya Allah tlah smpaikan
Setelah Kesusahan, ada kesuksesan yg menanti..

Terkadang kita perlu menggenggam tangan ini erat-erat
Agar kita tau seberapa kuat kah diri kita...

Hadapilah kehidupan yang sedang dijalani..
Selesaikanlah tugas yg menjadi prioritas..
Walaupun diatas tingginya loyalitas.
Innallaha 'alimun bidzatishudur..
Innallaha ma'ana...
Rabbuna yusahhil..

NEWS RREADING from VIII bil b SMP AL-AZHAR MEDAN

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypjTz85x6ks&feature=youtube_gdata_player